Today some hours ago, I had one of the worst news in my life. A person who was very close to me . . died in a tragic way, this person was my ex-boyfriend, he broke up with me more than a year ago, but I still loved him. Thats why I am so devastated right now. I wont tell the way he died but . . it was something horrible . . I just cant believe it yet . .. my bestfriend called me and he gave me the news, at first I just asked things like " how and when" and then . . the tears started to run in my face . . I couldnt talk I couldnt breath
He died in "Fatherīs Day" and his father died a couple of years ago . . so in a way I think that maybe he wanted to be with him again. I feel . . . I dont know what I feel . . . the last words that we had were when we broke up . . . I didnt know nothing about him after that . .
Some of you maybe know him . . some of you may be not
He was the person, after my family, I loved most . . what I felt with him Iīve never felt it before with no one . . . I just canīt believe that he is gone, even I wondered if may be and just may be we could have one more talk . . to fix everything to end our chapter in a good way
But he is gone . . . and I ll never see him again . . I ll never gonna have that talk to him . . never . .
I wish I could be with him when he died, to tell him . . " its ok, I am with you "
Sta.sh
y los 
īs.Saludos 
